Erasing the pain

[Kay B]

Hold up, as a couple ya told me i had ya hooked right?...now
Pushing back the light of the past, cause the future looks bright
Quick to forget the past, n regret it fast, would rather select it last
.....Gave back to your assistance like tossin a collective pass
A new hero now ridin the horse, guiding ya course, dividing the force
......Thought id fall without you, but look girl im surviving of course
A broken team, a jealous rage ya set out to provoke it seems
Anger n love's somewhere close between, split up every spoken dream
Aint gun front or conceal what i feel, see my feeling was real
But now im revealing the deal, if i hate you why am i feeling it still?
Tried to squash it away, and wash it astray, gotta watch what i say
Fact one your not here today, a course to freedom ya blockin my way
So fuck it it's time to move, my own destiny mine to choose
Aint gun fall down n find the booze dont want me?...Than fine ya lose!
The paths closed to follow back when ya hurt, fallen flat in the dirt
While im stood tall holdin a sign readin this is exactly what works